My name is Rebecca and I lost my mum suddenly last month.
I find the grief gets very scary and lonely at times and the pain of wanting my mum back is so unbearable.
I feel like I am lost and I still keep hoping that my mum may come back. I feel like I will never be the person that I was . I do find comfort in going to the cemetery ,to be alone with my mum and to talk- and i find it helps me to feel calmer. One of the scariest feelings is that there is no escape from the reality and if feels like there is nowhere to turn .
– Rebecca P, UK firstname.lastname@example.org